i really want someone to hurt me, when i meet someone willing ill be so happy, i want my blood everywhere but im too scared of accidentally killing myself to cut deep.
i hope i meet someone whos as fucked up as me and will hurt me but be nice and gentle about it. i dont like people being mean, i do not like emotional pain, only physical.
its so fucked i dont like feeling like this i want to be normal but i dont really give a shit anymore, if my friends found this shit that would be fucking horrid, but who gives a shit
