this was mainly to test
nothing of note really happened today, i havent felt very nice though. i tried to cut earlier but i couldnt draw blood at all, i really dont know how to cut deep for a while i couldnt even get blood, i only really like the blood. i didnt really try that hard so it just left scratches, my dad got home witth my step mom and my little brothers when i was going to put some real effort in so i had to go put my blade away. my dad doesnt knock anymore so i have to be sneaky about it. today is the last day of the summer before i start school again, i went to open house a few days ago, my shoes hurt my ankles while we were there so i didnt meet all of my teachers. im so anxious. all the boys at my school looked the same in like, an evil way they all look like their name is mason and theyre transphobic.
yesterday or today, not sure, i cut and it felt good and i got blood, i wanted it again today but i couldnt like i said above.
yesterdays cuts
todays + the cuts from yesterday healed, theyre barelt cuts i hate them
